Alexandrian Solution

So pale and white; camouflaged
Against the crisp linens,
You slowly disappear,
There, yet not present.

Antiseptic odors cannot cover
Your tainted, unlovely breath;
Cannot sterilize your sleep stink,
Or your nightmare sweat.

Where did you go
That I cannot follow,
Leaving your luggage behind
To rot, unattended?

There is nothing left
But the electronic dirge of machines
And the bag of fluids
Your body has become.

We are both entangled
By this Gordian knot of breathing tubes.
I can’t help but long
To pull the plug with a sword.